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Just Not Good Enough

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These expectations you've set for me, They surpass anything I could ever reach
These expectations I've set for me, They surpass anything I could ever reach
These expectations... I just can't meet

Everything is just out of reach
Torturing me silently
No one hears my silent cries
My pleas for help

No one hears anything because I am alone
Alone in my torturous expectations
They scream in my mind

I am not good enough for you
I am not good enough no one can see me
No one knows me
No one should

But it does not effect you
It effects no body at all
Because I am alone
In a crowded room
With no one except me

The room is not crowded with people, no
The room is not crowded with what you would think
This room is suffocating me with the expectations whirling around me
The screams
The judgments
The questions

But not the ones that others have set, no

This room is suffocating me with
My screams
My judgments of me
And my questions to myself
My pleas
My screams for help

But I am never heard

For this room
Takes all my words away
It chokes them off as soon as my mouth is opened
This room is filled with silence
Heart wrenching silence
I just don't know...
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EchelonxAnna's avatar
this almost made me cry. :heart: love it!